理想 ， 梦想与现实。。。哪一个才是我要的？

理想

1。曾经有许多许多理想。但是似乎没有一个曾经真正的实现过。。。有点不服气。

梦想

1。有！

2。模特儿

3。有钱少奶奶

4。富婆

5。环游世界

6。很多 很多。。。。。

现实

1。 我是人

2。 我是老师

3。 我是上班族

4。 我是人间一个人。。。。。。。

delete 等于 undo 吗？

很想，很想，把现在的一切一切delete掉。

脑海里最好是一片空白，没有memory的。

当发生了一些不愉快的事情时，我可以随意的undo。

啊！多么好用的脑海呀。

当快乐的事情发生时，我就可以把所有的快乐save起来。

有快乐又或则令人兴奋的事时，我可以随意forward给我的好友，知己。

当快乐与伤心混合了，我又可以把它edit好，然后再save as 也不迟。

啊！人生那么的写意就好了。。。。。。

confrontment

Lastly, i confronted my fear.

I sms him last night and was in a fear, the fear which may make me to pay up everything even my marriage.

Actually, what I wanted is one moment of peace where i can free myself from misery, fear, burden of life and bla bla bla......

But, problems and hardcores keep coming towards me and these sometimes makes me wanted to runaway from them.

Including this.

I am just an ordinary woman, and also needs to be loved and pampered. But, why? Why didn't i get all these?

Maybe God knows the answer......

Maybe...Maybe

Perhaps...perhaps...

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the new era of james bond

Recently. No, supposed to be recent years. i've found one of the amazing james bond in my life.

is he real? yes. he is.

the james bond lives with me too. he is my father in law. why do i tagged him with james bond?

this i need to explain when the first time i stepped in this house of Ooi's.

Before this, i was an ordinary girl that just simply will do chores and handcrafts as other girls will do. But after i 've got out of my Cheong's family and started to join the Ooi family, i 've found the new era of james bond here.

Why?

firstly, he thaught me how to dig into the shore just to get some shells and cook it for meal. this was incredible! coz, maybe in your lifetime you will never do such thing as what we have thought is shore is for bathing and playing with sands.

the next thing, he will spread the joy and his humorous part with the young ones without any barriers that thinking and adult cant communicate with the young ones.

thirdly, he thought us the journey of life where when we met up with problems, we just have to say hi and not to fight back with problems. this is so called let it be characteristic.

sometimes, his days also a windy and moody day. surely, he is human too. so, when he was flamed by fire. what we can do is just feed him with some cold drinks and let the flame goes out slowly..

what to do, he is james bond mah...who say james bond no emotions one??

爱

爱。



是什么？



有谁能来解释给我听？



老师曾经告诉我，爱，可以分成很多很多种。



现在，我当了老师，当然，我也告诉学生，爱，有很多很多种。



但是，走过了爱的隧道后，现在的我可以堂堂正正的告诉我的学生，爱，只有一种。



那就是付出。



没有付出，就没有爱，假如你不要付出，就不要去爱。



就好像我们买东西一样。眼看，手勿动。



动了，砸了，就要付出金钱。



道理是一样的。



再回到前提。我的确走过了爱的隧道。



问我，爱的隧道是怎样的？



告诉你，爱的隧道是忽明忽暗的。隧道的墙壁上还有很多颜色，评语。



隧道里面的天气比地球的天气还要难于预测。



试问，我是怎样走过来的？