confrontment

Lastly, i confronted my fear.

I sms him last night and was in a fear, the fear which may make me to pay up everything even my marriage.

Actually, what I wanted is one moment of peace where i can free myself from misery, fear, burden of life and bla bla bla......

But, problems and hardcores keep coming towards me and these sometimes makes me wanted to runaway from them.

Including this.

I am just an ordinary woman, and also needs to be loved and pampered. But, why? Why didn't i get all these?

Maybe God knows the answer......

Maybe...Maybe

Perhaps...perhaps...